Friday, May 21, 2010

my head is dizzy

well, this weeks been an interesting summation of highs and lows. mostly highs, thankfully. i'm extremely exhausted however.

main good points:
lots of deadpool reading.
had some fabulous events with girls from work/danielle.
had a loooong couple of days at work that made me feel happy.
fell asleep at eight pm. (:

there's more. i think there's more to think about. argh.

why! bye!

-aleey.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

it's like picking up trash in dresses.

try me five times today and i'll crack like a walnut, try me six and i'll crumble like dried out bread

try me seven times, try me, seven times
and i'll be as easily broken as the thinnest of ice

but don't count on me to show you anything

because i never could, i never can, i never will

sorry, play again?

and what a beautiful mess this is
it's like picking up trash in dresses
and it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
kind of turn themselves into blades
and the kind and courteous is a life i've heard
but it's nice to say that we played in the dirt
oh, dear

a nutella flavored finger tip, salty skin and bread and peanut butter
wash me down with milk.

today was a bingo wednesday. and oh, the adventures i had.

the jacks and the early birds were all in a different box. so sharon and i went on an adventure from maspeth (closer to manhattan) to jamaica (just outside of flushing.)

eventually we achieved getting what we needed. and went back. and sold. i got twenty bucks extra. (: because one of the people we knew won the jackpot full card. (1000 bucks. niiiiice.) so i got some extra dough.

not that i can use it for anything personally. i'm so hard up for money these days i'm thinking of doing something crazy.

...no, not really.

...maybe.

my stomachs in knots. thank you, world, for making me one of the most obscurely ridiculous people alive.

really.

i appreciate this.

thanks.

well. now. let's see... right! i'm not ever going to work for apple. now i need to look, seriously look, for a better job.

because what i make an hour isn't cutting it anymore. so, yar.

i want to do something today. perhaps i shall don a beautiful skirt and some cute shoes and bug joanna to go out with me to... hm. maybe we'll go to the brew. or the cup. get some coffee and play some card games.

she needs to distractions. and i wouldn't mind a few hours with my best friend spent doing nothing other than talking and making jokes and having fun.

so, yes. so far i lean toward that.

this shit is bananas. b-a-n-a-n-a-s.

-aleey.

ps: i downloaded the pokemon theme song and the pokerap via itunes. yes, bask in the nerdiness that is my life.