oh goddamnit.

i went to work thinking my life was swirling constantly down this perpetual toilet.

then i received a gift, something i needed, and i'm so thankful for it.

sometimes all you need is a nice customer. intelligence is such an attractive thing, i sort of got knocked off my feet, even though it was solely in an admiration sort of way. lit me up like a fucking cigarette.

i'm in a much better mood, and that desire to curl up in the nearest persons arms and sob uncontrollably has left.

well, maybe it wasn't that extreme.

there was something i meant to put in here. i guess it was a list of things you shouldn't do/say to a girl your interested, but i feel like that wasn't it... anyway. onward!

one: don't talk about other girls. unless you preface it by saying things like "unlike you" or something that's reassuring to the girl you are talking to that you're whats on their mind, not said other person.

two: constant put-downs are never fun.

ugh this list is taxing.

i know, only two things so far. i'll work on it when i'm more attached to actually investing something in the list, as of right now, i don't really care how guys treat women...

...unless they're matt, and hurting me.

in which case i'm not a fan of that.

explanation: ex-boyfriends can turn serial-killer creepy in seconds.

...no thanks.

-aleey.