trying to write this goddamn play.

and i just can't figure it out. i have such a block right now. i can't do anything at all, i can't figure anything out, my head is reeling and i have no idea why. i'm on this weird spiral.

not a good one.

not at all.

even though last night was great, i'm in this funk that keeps me from progressing... anything. at all. i don't know what to do anymore. i can't even think. this is too hard.

and here i go, writing about death again. fantastic.